Emotional breakdown...
Monday, October 6, 2008
Tears roll down my cheeks as i reminisce about the past WE shared.
Looking at our pictures brings back bitter sweet memories of every memory we shared.
You. You were the one I loved. But yet the disappointment you gave me made me decide to walk away and now I live in regret. Everyone says that i should let go.. And that there are better guys out there. But they are not you... There will never be another you.
I tried to let you go.. But everything i do, i think about you.
When my friends and i went prawning, i thought '
next time we can go together '.
When new stocks arrive at work, i thought '
This shirt is quite nice, can get for him '.
Even when clubbing at dbl o with my friends.. Although i was having a hell of good time.. But i thought '
wish you were here.. It'll be so much fun '.
No one knows about all these.. but right now, i guess there is really no turning back. I wanted a second chance. At least i thought for once, i should be a pathetic loser and cling onto you. I tried calling you, hoping to talk things out... But even this chance, you wouldn't give me.. So much for being the girl you were afraid to lose most. I know now even if we got back together, things would be v.different. It will not return to how it was before. But at least we tried. Now, we're not even given a chance.. I'm not even given a chance..
Weaker than I thought I am...
Left My Wonderland @ 4:23 PM