Say it with michiru

2011

2010-12-31T01:36:00.002+08:00

Complete my degree course and graduate.
Get a job (a good one in fashion merchandising or related)
live life and love it. (Stay healthy)

L-O-V-E

2010-10-05T13:14:00.000+08:00

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive.
Love sings,
When it transcends the bad things.
Have a heart and try me,
'cause without love I won't survive.

Life

2010-08-09T22:08:00.001+08:00

Life's like an hourglass glued to the table.

SHE

2010-06-16T00:57:00.002+08:00

"She's not perfect, never has been, never will be.
She's emotional and she doesn't think about things before she says them.
She'll say some things that will make you want to strangle her.
She'll probably hurt you and make more mistakes than you can imagine.
She doesn't mean to, but she probably will.
However, she'll apologize.
She's still learning about everything, even if she thinks she already knows it.
She's been hurt. Sometimes she feels so alone she can't stand it.
Other times she's so happy she can't believe it.
She's just trying to figure out this twisted time in her life when everything gets real complicated, real fast.
And everything seems to spin out of control before she ever begins to understand what's going on.
But she loves, laughs, and does her best.
And that's all you can ever ask of her."

A Woman's Wrath

2010-06-15T23:00:00.001+08:00

It doesn't mean that every time when a woman gets mad/angry/upset, she is having PMS or just throwing tantrum or whatever else you guys might think it is.
All things happen for a reason, and so why are you so confident that the reason is not caused/created or because of you?
Just ask or show a little concern instead of being defensive and say its not you.
Listen and pay attention and maybe.. Just maybe, you will find that she actually makes sense.

Grass is Always Greener, Where?

2010-04-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

I think the grass is always greener on the side you water and nurture.

Moses Wong - Temasek School Of Design (Director, friend)

Hmmm... Somehow i'm feeling rather down.

2009-12-24T01:56:00.000+08:00

=((

2009-12-18T22:56:00.002+08:00

I'm bored.. Can anyone hear me.?
Everyone is working and enjoying less.. Where is the fun.?
I need some fun badly.

Next week is going to be hell of a busy week for me.
I have got 1million over dollars in invoices for me to do.
And they say..
A-M-E-N

Yayness!

2009-07-02T00:24:00.000+08:00

I'm lovin' my JBL and its price too!

WOOOOO!!

work, now part of my life.

2009-06-30T00:16:00.008+08:00

I've been busy working everyday, but enjoying every moment of it. hehe
The month of June flew right by, and it was also during this time whereby I attended my first company dinner at Oscar's @ Conrad.
After "party" at paulener's bar opposite. =D
Everything was good- the food and company. Really getting attached to this company but definitely planning to further my studies. Still considering where..

Anyway some pictures here.. Full album can be found at my facebook. =))

My oh-so-tall BOSS!

June is also a month full of birthdays! My mum's, grandma's, Yvonne's, kershaw's and mich chew's coming up! haha so so many!
But i'm just gonna post yvonne's birthday pics cux the rest hasn't been uploaded. LOL
lazy me.

More pics to be uploaded soon. For now, take care everyone. =D

LOVE

GSS!!!

2009-06-05T00:26:00.003+08:00

Started GSS shopping yet.?
I sure did. HEHE
Just within this week, i bought 2 pairs of shoes! (I'm a v.shoe person. =Xx)
Bought a pair of magenta vans and just today, i bought a pair of Fred Perry X s***r pumps.
hoho
Fred perry is having major clearance sales at The Cathay level 2 so do go check it out!
Limited sizes though and the sale started today. 60% - 70%. Generous right!!!!
haha
So broke now.. so gonna save save save!
(will try)

LOVE

p/s: Love is innocent, but the world is not.

Graduated!!

2009-06-01T00:17:00.004+08:00

For some who know, and for those who don't, I officially graduated from TP on 21st May.
Hehe
Drove there and wasn't able to park.. =Xx
But otherwise everything was good.
Didn't take much pictures though cux it was kinda crowded and I just didn't want to hang around.

Anyway, today was a rare day that i get a sunday off. And i celebrated my DEAREST grandma's birthday today.
65 this year. Ever so healthy. Hope she stays that was always. =))

LOVE

Random

2009-05-18T20:33:00.005+08:00

Been cyber MIA for a while now as I've started work at FP cine.
Everythings good! =D
I don't drag myself up for work everyday so its good. HEHEHE
Can't wait to get my first pay!!! I just want to shop shop shop!! LOLs!
But so far I can't find anything for me to buy.....I want to buy shoes!!!!!
And
And
A YSL Tote! MUAHAHAHAHA!!
And
And
A Pair of Ksubi Jeas 24! (the fit is the sex man! HAHA <-- quoted from baby)
And Many many more things. LOLs

Anyway I'm kinda lazy to upload my sister's birthday pics but for now, some pics taken a while back with Eileen when we were on our "hiking" trip to find IDP Center which was beside Shang-ri la Hotel.. So so far away!!!

I miss you all babes!!!!!!! I miss partying with you all too!!!!!!!!!
I know you all have been asking me out alr but too busy working.. =Xx
Make it this week or next aite!
Will text you all reallllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyy soon. =))

p.s: I finally passed my driving test! Qualified driver. =D
p.p.s: I got my bangs cut again! Thanks baby.!

LOVE

End / Beginning

2009-05-03T00:48:00.002+08:00

Today marks the end of all my crazy (money absorbing) lifestyle.. HAHA
For the past month or so, my life has been oh so CRAZY!!

But on Monday, I'll be starting work at Fred Perry so all those crazy stints would have to end.. But i must say i miss clubbing with my GFs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, went out and play dota till late on friday and celebrated my sisters birthday on saturday at hard rock cafe. Pics to be uploaded soon!

LOVE

ps: Wishing my mum bon voyage as she just departed for Italy for work.

Fun in the Highlands!

2009-04-20T15:27:00.012+08:00

Back from Genting a few days ago and I must say..

Its a FUN-TASTIC trip! =D

Day 1
Arrived at Genting around 1.30pm on tuesday and waited to check in.
This was when problem started...

It was already raining, so NOT GOOD!
We were given a queue number 9005, and told to come back at 2.30pm for check in.
So we went to have lunch and ate at Mary brown.
Went back to the "check in room" at around 2.15 and saw the queue number at 7000+.
So we waited, in hopes that the numbers don't go in sequence. Played psp while waiting and we realised that the numbers DO go in sequence. Still hoping, we waited till 7100 and went to the counter to ask. Who knows, she told us that this number was being called alr.. WTF!!!!
Wasted our almost 2 hours of waiting!!!
Me and baby were DAMN PISSED OFF!!
Worst thing, she told us no more high floor so she had to give us a room at 4th floor!!!
Nvm, we went to the room, and I can't stand the fact we're on 4th floor!
SO LOW!
Called and complain, then they gave us 16th floor. HEHE
I know I'm a fussy customer, but its just my right!! Who ask the person that gave out the queue number to screw up. ROAR

Anyway, the rain stopped and me and baby headed straight to the theme park! Played all the "more thrilling" rides and got pictures taken! Damn fun!!
It was also baby's first time taking a roller coaster. HEHEHE

After all that fun, we walked down to the Mushroom farm, around 15-20mins walk down the hill for dinner! Ate Cze Char there and it was fantastic!!!
It was SUPER YUMMY!! And cheap too!! LOLs!!
And we ate damn fast. HAHAHAHA
After eating, we went to play arcade, that issues tickets to exchange for prize!!
Super old school but damn fun also! HAHA
Caught a movie, Fast and Furious 4. Nice movie, cheap tix that comes with free snack!
Whats to complain? HAHA

Yummy cze char (eaten) LOL.

Day 2
Didn't wake up in time to eat breakfast provided to hotel so we ate KFC instead.
Its better that SG's! haha
Took a bus down to KL and shopped like mad!!!!!!!!!!
Spent the most time in Pavilion shopping mall. ITS HUGE!!!
And the Forever 21 store there is CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
They have 2 "rooms" with ALL ACCESSORIES!!!! And they even carry men's clothes!
Fucking nice and neat and HEAVENLY!!!
Too bad I didn't find any nice clothes for myself there but i grabbed accessoories! Even got a HOT PINK SHADES!! AHHHH!!
Thanks baby for buying all those for me. =)*
Had Crystal Jade for dinner and its damn cheap too!! LOLs!
Then headed back to Genting.
The bus ride is around 1 hour and the ride up was like a scary roller coaster!
The driver was fucking aggresive!!! And drove at a fast speed despite the badly lit road.
Scary...

We got quite a lot of shopping loot but our feets were hurting from all that walking...
Headed to Starbucks to slack and just relax with our huge cups of hot drink and cheesecake. Then... I SAW ZIRA AND TRIXIE!! (My poly friends) HAHAHA!!
So coincidental! And was also shocked to hear that their hotel room is on the 1st floor!!!
Oh gosh..
Went for another movie, Shinjuku Incident. Baby felt damn angry after watching..
Everyone in the show died. Even Jacky Chan. LOL

Hiao hiao baby.

Part of our shopping loot!

One of Forever21's crazy accessories room!

Day3
Wanted to eat hotel breakfast but woke up late again! HAHA
So we had pizza hut instead.
Then we shopped a while and ate Baskin Robbins ice cream before checking out and headed back to Singapore. The ice cream super yummy!! I ate cotton candy flavour and it really taste like cotton candy! =D Baby ate some cheesecake flavour.
Definitely wish to stay there longer, enjoyed so much and loved the weather. HAHA

Everything went well and according to plan. Weather was good too and going there with baby was even better. Hehe
Love you so much baby!

Anyway, today I just went for an interview at Fred Perry.. Hope i get the job. =D

LOVE

Hola!!

2009-04-12T19:55:00.002+08:00

Hey ho yo!!!!
I'm back to blog. LOLs. =D
Haven't been blogging due to my fluctuating fever that lasted about a week.
BOO-ness!
But thanks baby, for taking care of me through the night, icing me down and taking my temp regularly and really just taking care of me. =)*

Anyway, will be away to Genting with baby on tuesday!
Till then, hope everyone has fun in Singapore. HEHE

LOVE

Summary of the week!!

2009-03-28T18:05:00.005+08:00

Here's a quick summary of the week as its been a whole lot of enjoyment.!
Esp after FYP is over! WooHoo!!

Monday:
Met up with Charlene at Cityhall and headed to have some donuts firz before fetching OUR bf's
(Ziyi and Terence baby. LOL)
It was their first day back at school, taking advance cutting module. Hehe
After they were done with their daily chores, we headed to Clarke Quay and had dinner at The Tapas Tree. It was Charlene and Ziyi's first anniversary and we're the special guests.
Thanks so much for dinner! =D

Tuesday:
Went for driving lesson early in the morning and then met up with Yj in the afternoon for Gelare. My first time eating waffles at Gelare. LOLs
V.v.yummy i must say! hehe
Had cookie dough flavour with choco syrup.
Too bad my camera had no batt so no pics. =Xx
After waffles, i dropped by spin the bottle store in The Cathay to visit Syl at work. Hehe
Met up with Charlene for movies at GV plaza sing at 7pm.
Got free tix to the movie "confessions of a shopaholic" thanks to Nuffnang.!
The movie was great! Super funny! And we had great seats in the free seating cinema. HOHO
Went to Meridien after movie and met the guys there.
Saw Liping and Hann too.
Charlene bought Green Doc Marts and Hann bought all black. haha
Went to cyber dome for dota and saw Shu wen..
Played till late.. Had supper and cabbed back.
Tired.

Wednesday:
Woke up for TP. Failed. BOO
Met nad and seok ting at cine for a while of guitar hero. =D
Had dinner with baby and Charlene and Ziyi dropped by.
Went to zouk and saw clement on the way.. and then its party till late!
Had supper at Spize after all that partying, and played one round of dota. So CRAZY!
Took bus and train back.

Thursday:
Woke up late for dip show and decided not to go. =Xx
Played l4d at baby's place.

Friday:
Went to watch a fashion show at marina sq and got a whole bunch of freebies.
Met baby and Ziyi at their sch.
Met up with charlene at meridien coffee shop and had dinner there.
Dota with the three musketeers. Super madness i must say.

More pics to be uploaded.!

ps: I'm still addicted to honey milk tea! =D

LOVE

Friends for Life.?

2009-03-25T17:31:00.010+08:00

Or Friends for the moment..?

This is a question I asked when we play the game 'Spin the bottle', and now I'm asking myself. To tell the truth, I've regarded ALL my close friends to be friends for life.. People I'll still be friends with and hang out say 10-20 years down the road.
But its because of this spin the bottle game, that also SHOW the true side of some people.. A side which has been hidden for oh so long..

Anyway, Pictures first! Had picnic at Marina Barrage, Dinner at shokudo and then starbucks.

To W:
I find your blog post UTTERLY RIDICULOUS.
You said you owe me an apology but not even a 'sorry' word. ironic.
Anyway, how much do you actually know me and how much say do you actually have in my life.? Don't come acting concerned. Its pretty fake. Or should i say very.?

First of all, me putting my other half before friends.?
The thing is how can one treat their other half like their friends.? There is definitely a difference. Would you treat your own Boyfriend (If you had one) the same as how you treat normal guy friends.? Or vice verse. At least even though I have a bf, i make the effort to go out with friends as well. I do spend time with my friends, just now YOU. (esp after knowing all those horrid things you said)

Secondly, my tattoo is my business. Big or small as long as i like it.
YOU HAVE TOTALLY NO SAY IN IT AT ALL!!!!
I paid for it, i took the pain and i'm loving it.
How well do you actually know me..? NOT AT ALL is my ans to you.
For one, i like japanese art in general.. not just "those masks". zzzzz
My tattoo is not meaningless. Its just you don't know what it means to me.
So don't assume.

Last of all, what link does changing from little miss sunshine to little miss anna sui has.??
One is referring to character and personality, the other refers to aesthetics.
So does it mean that me drawing eyeliner = emo, dark and rain mayb.? LOLs
Totally ridiculous.

I feel that you're just trying your very best to defend yourself.
Theres no need to.
Like you said, i don't care. Don't worry, i'm not like you. I won't make my friends dislike you.
I'll just not like you.
You're the first of my 'closer' friends to drop into my never friends for life list, and sadly you're not coming back. This is how i want to treat this 'friendship' from now onwards.
After seeing your utterly ridiculous blogpost, i feel there is no need for me to take any nonsense from you anymore. I've given you enough chance, as well as a chance for you to mayb repent..?? You're the one that has changed. NOT ME.
For those who really know me, i'm still sunshine in their life.. Right..?? haha
As for you, i've never realised that you had such an evil side. To think i even stood up for you when others say you were v.fake.

Aiyo... Supposed to only be a few lines but anger got my fingers typing non-stop.
Anyway, BABES!!!!
I've decided to join you girls for party tonight. =D

LOVE

I Know my friends are shopaholicS

2009-03-19T02:02:00.003+08:00

Because.....

WE SHOP TOGETHER!!!
hahahahahahahaha!!

Shopping is like the best thing that can happen in the world!!
(Besides maybe stiking lottery!)

I remember this once it was Nad's birthday.. Me, Syl and Birthday girl was supposed to go to the night safari for a little celebration.
We took a bus to Woodlands and realised that mayb we should go to the night safari another day and the last bus to the night safari only service on weekends..
So in the end, while deciding where to go, we shopped at Causeway Point!!
I know what a place to shop!! But ended up with so so many buys! Bags, shoes, clothes, accessories..
YOU NAME IT!!!
After a little shopping spree, we headed down to Clarke Quay to chill out.. However before we reach our chill out destination, the bold SALE word was stuck onto Marc Jacobs, Marc Club glass window! In we go and tried out shoes, and clothes!
Too bad my size was like sold out.. Syl got smth though! =D
Girls are happy people when we shop! Truly happy! HEHE

A memorable day for us..
PS: The Hairband that I am wearing was bought on that same day!

Anyway, i can't wait to watch 'confessions of a shopaholic'. I've read all of the shopaholic series a few years back and now the movie is coming soon!!
Catch confessions of a shopaholic on 26March!
I bet it'll be good!!

LOVE

Asian Sid Vicious.??

2009-03-16T04:42:00.005+08:00

OMG!!
Louise commented on a picture of me and baby saying:
"omg.. Terence looks like Sid Vicious in this picture."
FYI: He's a member of Sex Pistols.

AND...
Me and my sis Cheryl feels so TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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The Asian VERSION!!

Cheryl says you can dress up as him for Halloween.LOL

LOVE

Food Hunt!

2009-03-16T02:04:00.005+08:00

Friday after baby knock off, I went over to meet up with him before heading to our food destination!
But before that, went to Hougang Mall to get bubble tea first!! Recharge of energy! hehe
We talked about going Geylang to eat the famous beef hor fun for a really long long time but always didn't get a chance to.. So now since I'm free, baby suggested that we go there for dinner/supper. =D Love you much!
Anyway, its the first time that I took a bus there but v.lucky for us, we alighted at the right stop! The stall was just across the road! Ordered beef hor fun for 2 person, and baby ordered oyster egg omelette. Super yummy food!!
After eating, headed to baby's place to watch tv and eat ice cream!! Cookies and Cream!!
OUR FAVE.
Gonna put on so much weight man!! But wads life if you don't enjoy right..? WAHAHA

OriginalFake..? LOLs

LOVE

Kite Flying

2009-03-13T00:51:00.003+08:00

Went kite flying yest tgt with my sis, dad and Jacky boy.. It was super windy that on the first try, the kite went soaring away. =D However, it rained a while later. HAHA

Ever recall when was the last time you flew a kite.?
I think its really great that more and more people are bringing their kids to do these kind of family bonding activity; a scene common opposite my house on the vast bare patch of greens. Hopefully they don't build anything there, to maybe keep this 'trend' ongoing. HEHE

LOVE

Pictures from last wed.

2009-03-09T18:02:00.009+08:00

Here are the pictures from last ladies night at Zouk/Phuture.
Got it from Nad's fb from the album PHUTURE SUCKS!!!
SO TOTALLY GOTTA AGREE!!!
Phuture got me really heated up.
One can only WRIGGLE in there and not dance. ROAR
p/s: so sorry baby! =Xx

Anyway, i'm kind of starting to enjoy mambo! Its SO FUN!!!
Esp when you see a group of guys dancing the same action! LOLs!!

Freaking $52 bucks jug.

Will upload some more random pics soon!!

p/s: To all my girlies, do take good care alright!!
Will meet up soon. =))

LOVE

SHOP and Shop MORE!

2009-03-04T17:25:00.004+08:00

Here are 2 of my friends blogshop!
Please support and i'm sure you'll get really good deals! =D

1.R'oundy Warehouse
This blogshop is for all you cult brand lovers!
Selling OriginalFake, April 77, Head Porter and more!
Mostly 2nd hand but in super mint condition.
ALL AUTHENTIC!

2.Silver Library
Get all those colourful Vans here!!
Vans Authentic, Zapato and even Abby for women available in the colours of a rainbow.
All brand new with sizes! Some stock on hand.

Do check these 2 sites out! Will link them up soon!
Till then, may you people shop happily ever after.

LOVE

Fourskin Company Dinner!

2009-03-03T01:27:00.007+08:00

Long awaited pictures from 4skin company dinner.
Venue: Garuda (some indo restaurant)

*Here you go JERRY!
hahaha

Joe's secret affair! HAHA

ABCDE JERRY!

Prize giving to syaiful and Joe!

Nudie, Nudie, Ksubi and Dior Homme.
WOW.? LOLs

LOVE

Dated 140209

2009-02-25T19:59:00.006+08:00

My HOT PINK star!

Holga's Hacky Pack!!
Click the link ohgoodnessgolly and go to grannysnaps!

Holga 135, my gift to him!

Yayness!! Masterfile and major presentation is OVER!!!!
Hooohooo!!!
Now its left with External examination this coming Tuesday.
Its actually very much the same thing.. Presentation. haha
But we have to do up our booth better and get props done. Me like hands on stuff. =D
Anyway gg to meet baby soon! So sweet of him to change his off day just to spend time with me.
Loving you always baby! Thanks for your never-ending support during this FYP period. Was so stressed up but you made things so much better. =))
Now i can concentrate on my driving..!!
TP D DAY : 25 MARCH!!!!

LOVE

Something Interesting.

2009-02-24T03:04:00.005+08:00

Something interesting Eileen sent.

Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger?

There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese.....

Thumb represents your Parents
Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings
Middle finger represents your-Self
Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner
& the Last (Little) finger represents your children

Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back
Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip

(As shown below)

Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)..., they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later.

Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)... ., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives.

Now join the Index fingers and separate your Little fingers (representing your children)... ., they will open too, because the children also will get married and settle down on their own some day.

Finally, join your Little fingers, and try to separate your Ring fingers (representing your spouse).

You will be surprised to see that you just CANNOT....., because Husband & Wife have to remain together all their lives - through thick and thin!!

ISN'T THIS A LOVELY THEORY?

Back to FYP now..

LOVE

Randomly Funny!

2009-02-21T17:24:00.005+08:00

Random pics taken outside Cine..
Saw so many friends there! Me Like!!
Jacob brought along his Kick Scotter!! omg man.. Memories!
(kick scotter left me scars too! BOO!)

And also presenting......

Evidence of L.O.V.E 2!!
WAHAHAHAHA!! =D

Yu Shan's MARBLE EYES!

Uh oh...! Strong wind!

Jackie wad are you staring at.??

Anyway, now its time for the long awaited joke of the DAYS!!
This kept us laughing for days.. SWEAR!

Scene: At Jalan Kayu prata house having late night supper.

Klaiz: Eh you all go the UDC to enroll for driving test huh.?
( Ubi Driving Center.???!!!!)
ALL Laughs!!!!!
Jackie (Confident Only.): City Delta LA!!!! Wad UDC....
Jackie (Still conficdent): You think every place like the one in Bukit Batok ah.. BBTC...
Then the one at Yio Chu Kang is YCKDC LA!!!
Clement: Ehh Fuck la! Its Comfort Delgro Center CAN!!! Wad City Delta....
ALL ROARING IN LAUGHTER!!!!

omg lei... Super funny can!!! AHAHAHAHAHHA
ok thats all folks!
V.days pics will be up after FYP i think.. too much sweetness but no time. =Xx

LOVE

140209

2009-02-16T01:18:00.010+08:00

14 Feb as EVERYONE should know is Valentine's Day.
A day to spread the L.O.V.E!
HAHA
But this year, 14 Feb is also a Cedar Fiesta Day!
Both my younger sisters is/was in that school. It was my dream school but apparently i wasn't smart enough. BOO.
Anyway, early morning, baby went to work and i so i decided to go to the fiesta.
Apparently, i think it was a success for the school. Bet they made quite a bit ehh.. HAHA
And there were quite a few creative and interesting games.
*Applause for Cedar*

My Sister's Friend's cute lil'brother

Afterwards, I headed back with my family and took a short nap.
SUPER TIRED.
And got woken up by baby's call, informing me the time for dinner! HEHE
It was all a surprise and baby had it all planned out.
Its his 1st Valentine's Day celebration! =D

Anyway, we already exchanged gifts at midnight so its dinner left. HAHA
I got baby a Holga, to capture moments of US.
And baby got me a Agnes B Necklace.
(can't describe the meaning behind his gift. LOL)

Had dinner at Bliss, in Punggol Park.
I've never been there to eat before and i must say, the scenery is beautiful.
Outdoor dining! heehee
But waiting for food was kind of a spoiler.. But i guess its like that everywhere.?
We waited over an hour for food. eek.!
Anyway headed to cine after dinner for movies.
Met many many friends esp in HK Cafe. HAHAHA
In the end, we caught Pink Panther 2 at The Cathay.
Cute feel good movie. Funny as always. LOLs
All in all, i definitely enjoyed my day. TO THE CORE.
So much laughter, fun and of course LOVE.

Baby,
I really did enjoy myself on that day and every time spent with you.
You helped me with FYP when i'm on the verge or breaking down, and provide me with never-ending support.
I do love the gift you gave me. Hope you enjoy playing with my gift to you =D
I love you so much and will be loving you,
always.

p/s: ARGH I'm so annoyed after trying like a zillion times, i STILL can't upload v.day pics!!
p/p/s: For now, some pics taken in sch! Sewing room is such a fun place!

Btw, they attached the bottom wooden wedge to make those ultra sky high sandals.
MADNESS!

LOVE

Ladies!! Put your Hands up!!

2009-02-13T00:06:00.009+08:00

Its Ladies night last night over at Phuture for us..
I swear i haven't been in there since like so long ago!
The last time i managed to enter was before they had some head count limit, forcing ppl now to go and queue up at around 9pm.?
Thats kinda madness.

Anyway, Last night was also Ben's Birthday!
Happy Birthday to you!!

Thats you back then.. HAHA

DRINK, DRUNK.

We did had fun.! (As always)
Saw Max there too! Didn't know he was working back there again!
And also I saw Jo-lynn!! Oh gosh its been ages and she is still as pretty! =D
Thats wad i love abt Zouk/Phuture.
Its like home ground! You always see familiar faces there. =))
And then after all that crazy dancing, me, baby, clement, jackie and klaiz headed to River Valley 5 star chicken rice for supper! Love their chicken rice. Oh so yummy!!
But the journey there was like ROTTEN!
Cux it started drizzling and then pouring!!
We were holding up newspapers above our heads and i hald one more to protect my fragile nylon Agens B.
Our jeans were wet too!!
Worst was definitely mine, jackie and klaiz as our jeans were unwashed jeans!!! It totally bleed onto my hands and their wallets.
Klaiz's Gucci wallet was dyed blue. HAHA

Clubbing is like my once in a month exercise now.? LOLs
Kinda sick of it alr. =Xx
But i think the night scene is not yet about to end for me. HA

Syl the RED HOT CHILLI LOB. =Xx HAHA

Classic YO!

Evidence of L.O.V.E

Dancing Queen.?

Birthday Drunken Boy

LOVE

Pre Graduation BLUES

2009-02-05T22:52:00.004+08:00

Final Year Project is almost over and I can't wait..

But as much as i wish to hurry get out of this school, its the memories together with friends which i will definitely miss the most!
Snacking in class and turning a deaf ear to wad Irene is saying..
(we know how MUCH sense she has)
Snapping pics in class as well.. =D
And slacking around at pondok snapping pics.
I remembered last year Nad even brought her polaroid and snapped around!! where are the pics! =Xx
Anyway this is the most recent one.. Though its only 2 pics, the memories are mountains high.
HA!

Pics credits to LULU LOUISE!
(I accepted you on facebook alr!HAHA)

Will miss you guys so so much!!!
Must stay in contact k!!

LOVE

S-T-R-E-S-S

2009-02-01T23:57:00.003+08:00

Recently, I've been v.busy over my FYP.
(and am still busy over that.)
I might look as though i'm coping really well but fact is, I'm NOT.
Tuesday is the submission for the mock masterfile, which apparently is supposed to be super thick with all the details. And so far, I've only about 5 pages of work. WTF!

Did not really enjoy my CNY too cux FYP was on my mind most of the times.
But i sure did have my bit of fun gambling. HAHA
Biggest loser of that day i guess should be Jackie or Clement.. haha
I won a lil and baby lost a lil...

Jackie should be thinking : SEE LA... intro wad casino wars! Lost all my money!

WAHAHAHA!!

Next thing to stress about.. $$$$$ (MONEY)
Stress about how to ask back for my $200 which i lent out in April 2008!
(Suggestions anyone.?)
This person is actually my ex bf.
I lent him this amount of money to pay for his bike insurance.
(NOTE: His.. NOT MINE)
He told me he will return after he sell his bike.
BUT!!!
Before he sold his bike, he has the money to sign up for class 2A lessons and even book TP.
NO MONEY TO RETURN ME.?!
Full of bullshit. zzz
And if he pass his TP, he will sell his KR and buy a super four. Only logical right.?
Then is he gg to tell me that he need money to pay for his NEW bike.??!!

Seriously, PLEASE STOP THIS BULLSHIT!
The only reason i'm writing all these down here is cuz i do not know how to tell you all these AND hopefully you will remember this URL and come across this!
It is known that if you cross the new year with a debt to someone, you will suffer bad luck throughout the year. JUST SO YOU KNOW OR BE REMINDED!
I don't f*cking give a damn if you will only pay me after you sell your bike or if your pathetic $400 per mth NS man pay is not enough to support your bike or yourself or your gf.
ALL I CARE ABT IS GETTING BACK MY MONEY AND HAVE ABSOLUTELY NTH TO DO WITH YOU EVER!!
That being said, i don't mind if you return me in installments.
If every way i'm trying is not working, (so far i feel none worked), I'll just have to tell your mum. Its not a threat or anything. I feel she should know. I'm not trying to be a bitch but if its the only way, you know i dare. So DON'T try me.

Also stressing about getting my pay from SI. (The skating company)
This is from LAST SEP! omg so long right..
One of the reasons i'm reluctant to continue working there is the cux the pay is mostly being given out late. ANNOYING!

But all of cux biggest stress is definitely my sch work.. And where to go after i graduate.
SCREWED! =Xx

Oh ya.. not forgetting,
HCNY EVERYONE!
Gong Xi Fa Cai!!

LOVE

Its PARTEHHHH TIME.!

2009-01-21T00:28:00.010+08:00

Urgent partying needed as FYP is really stressing me and some of my babes up.
Shall not talk much about it as i really am not enjoying FYP AT ALL!
Seriously Irene, can you stop dropping last min bombs! zzzzzzz
Pics of me and jia hui will be posted up later..
(Who knows when cux i'm seriously busy.. so sorry lil sweet.)

For now, party pictures!

Me acting Indian dance. haha

Just For Laughs..

An act pretty candid shot of me. LOLs!!!

Oh ya!
i got my hair cut and coloured!
All done by baby!!
Coloured my hair a deep violet and got my bangs back!
Its nice. Thanks so much!!
Even your colleague gave you the thumbs up so be more confident yeah! =D
Love you so..
Sigh.. Not enjoying FYP.
Kinda hating it.
I need to do well and get it done and over with.
Best of luck to me and all my babes.!

LOVE

SG Tattoo Convention'09

2009-01-15T02:26:00.006+08:00

This year, Singapore held a tattoo convention for the first time!

One of the main participants of this even was Chris Garver, from Miami Ink.
Well, it wasn't a really big "hooohaaah" to me..
BECAUSE........
All he did was merrily sold some posters for $20 and autographed them.

THE END! FULL-STOP!
NO ink, NO needles, NO tattoo!!

To add on, there were NO tattoo artist from Japan AT ALL. Not one! NONE!
Haiz.. Kinda disappointing i feel..
Anyway, we both saw some friends there.. hehe
Charles was there for photography mission again i guess! haha
Saw one of my boss, John Mar and Wife.
His wife was going for a touch up by Joseph from Visual Orgasm.
And also saw Limyi.. My my.. Its been quite some time since i saw you ehh!
And the first thing you said to me was:

" Hi zhao cai mao!" (Fotune cat)
WTF!!

Those who know will get it..
Those who don't, no explanation required. LOLs!

Nonetheless, Eileen and I caught some tattoo contest thingy and saw some people with really fantastic tattoos. Still there were more male participants compared to female..
Anyway, we were really laughing throughout as we both realise smth..
A lot of them, (if fully clothed), will NOT AT ALL look like they will have a tattoo on their body.
Thus they say... Never judge a book by its cover.
Shall let the inks do the talking now..
(Cux me and eileen totally forgot to take pics of ourselves.. sheesh!!)

A piece of art work from Taiwan

Susan from Ink Tank, Zurich.

The Panel of Judges.

Spot the Hannya looking at you! haha!

Pretty outer space sleeve

Comic Guy.

Went to Ikea today with Lil' sweet.!
They have really very cute stuff there. =D
Will elaborate more soon!
For now, wish me luck for my presentation later on today.!

LOVE

Amazing (1st)

2009-01-11T02:42:00.010+08:00

Baby and I sure made full use of 9th Jan 08.
Our 1st month together. haha!
Even though it was not 'US' alone, we spent it with our friends and that is what we should do..
SPREAD THE LOVE!
LOLs

Anyway, like at exactly 12midnight when it turns from 8th jan to 9th jan, we were at Zirca watching Shane perform body suspension tgt with my babe Eileen. It is the opening show for the 1st Singapore Tattoo Convention.
At first it was a piercing stint performed by Susan and Roland from Zurich.
Afterward, Shane performed body suspension while Roland was the guy who pulled Shane up to suspend. I really have to hand it to Shane. My fucking crazily daring tattoo artist.
SO CRAZY!
The whole experience was just Fucking amazing..
I swear no words can describe it. So i shall let the pics speak for themselves.

WARNING!!
The following pictures might not be suitable for the faint hearted and the young!
Contains blood and LOADS OF PAIN!

On the actual day 9th Jan, baby came to pick me up from work.
Went for supper with round and clement. After supper, round went back and then its movies with us 3. Caught the Transporter 3. Not fantastic but not bad as well.. Action was good with hints of comedy. haha
After that baby and I headed to some kopitiam to have hot tea cux baby was feeling cold. Snapped loads of pics on the way though. haha
Caught NR and headed back home.
Had fun of course, as always. haha

Footwear for the day.

Drink, Drank, Drunk (on tea and LOVE) LOLs

Went to the tattoo convention on 10th Jan together with Eileen. One more day before it ends so for those who wants to go, its you last chance! hehe Will elaborate and upload the pics of the convention soon. But for now, Goodnight!

Time flies but my love for you will stay put, for sure.

LOVE

Happy Birthday ELI.!!

2009-01-08T00:51:00.003+08:00

omg Eli.. SO SO Sorry!!!
My memory is failing me.. AND THIS IS BAD!!!
Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ELI!!

We've known each other for like so so long.. from Secondary, to me in poly and you in JC and now you're in UNI~~
Gosh thats a really long time..
Really felt so bad about today.. =Xx
Meet up soon and we'll catch up alright!

050108

LOVE

Footprints of US.

2009-01-07T03:14:00.003+08:00

Every Tuesday is the only day of the week baby and me have the whole day to ourselves..
(Baby's only off day)
And so far for the past few tuesdays, we've been shopping!! HAHA
Seems like its me and baby's favourite past time. LOLs

Headed to Haji and baby got a damn cute printed tee. As for me, i saw a couple of tops that are pretty BUT!!!!
NOT IN MY SIZE!!! ROAR.!
Really liked one of the Acne top but it was WAY tooooo huge.. BOOOOO.!
Anyway after that, we met up with Clement, Jackie and Klaiz and went to hunt for watches. I swear Clement is the first guy that takes suuuuucccchhhh a long time choosing.. Funny shopping experience with guys i must say. LOLs.
Headed to town as baby wanted to get his Dr.Marten's boots.
In the end, on top of the boots baby got, we got "couple sandals" too! HAHA
These sandals are really pretty! I eyed it a long time before and today, ITS MINE! wahaha!

Anyway, FYP is not going smoothly for me..
I'm lacking behind by quite a lot..
Time for me to leap forward by 3 steps!
Best of luck to me, and to all my friends too!

But taking a break from FYP, my babes and i will be going to the Tattoo convention (@ expo) as well as the opening party at Zirca.
Am really excited for the opening party as Shane and some of his friends will be performing
body suspension!
(FYI Body suspension is a stunt whereby they are hooked by REAL hooks on their body and suspended in the air)
This might be a once in a lifetime chance to witness such a crazy stunt!
I saw it on some documentary show once and saw the pics taken when Shane was suspended in Zurich. Now I'll get to see it in real life. Oh gosh.. I feel so excited! Hope i don't faint. =Xx
Do pop by if u're free alright! =))

Baby..! Time really flies huh..
In a blink of an eye, we're together for almost 1mth.
Feels like we've known each other for a long time don't you think? haha
Anyway, I enjoy every moment with you. =)*
Your support, encouragement and love is so important to me.
Love you much!

LOVE

To You Baby.

2009-01-04T03:28:00.002+08:00

You can take my heart for a walk on the beach
You can take my heart for a little trip
You can take my heart very close to your heart
You can take my heart forever if you like

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

If I take your heart, I will cherish it every day
If I take your heart, I will heal these old wounds
If I take your heart, it's to make it happy
If I take your heart, it's forever close to mine

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return

Credits: www.lyricstime.com/

LOVE

Goodbye 2008.!

2008-12-31T17:12:00.004+08:00

Welcome 2009!!
hehe
This year has been a really crazy year that zzzzooooooooomed by!
Did many crazy things and learned a lot along the way.
Anyway, while looking through all my clubbing pictures of this year, i realised that we caught many guys in act! (CANDID)
WAHAHAHAHA
For once, lets focus on the surroundings instead of my friends and I, then you'll know what i mean. LOL (so funny)

Stare! While i was being dragged by eileen. LOL

Mr Ugly Pout. HAHA

You will see a similar face in the following pics.

Scanning.

Target locked!

STARE! (At my butt.?!!)

STARE SOMEMORE!! omg..zzz

And the most classic picture ever!

Hairy chested stranger included himself into our pic!! LOLs

I did have fun this year, though there were definitely tough times for me too. haha
Lets hope 2009 will be a good year for all of us!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

LOVE

Pre-Christmas Celebration Pics.

2008-12-24T19:30:00.004+08:00

Hehe.. finally uploaded the pics.
I was wearing the watch that baby gave me and he was wearing the jacket that i gave him. =D

Anyway, today is christmas eve. To all you folks out there, enjoy your celebration be it with family or friends yeah!
For me kinda standard.. will be home celebrating with my family. =))

An Advance Merry Christmas to all!!!

LOVE

Pre-Christmas Celebration!

2008-12-24T02:06:00.003+08:00

Baby and I had a Pre-Christmas celebration. =D
(Cux he has work on christmas eve and christmas day itself. =Xx)

Anyway, we had movie marathon over at baby's place last night after baby knocked off.
Had supper first before munching on bags of ruffles while watching movies!
WOOOOOOOOOO!!
We also exchanged christmas presents in advance. I got baby a Topman jacket from Haji Lane. This jacket is purchased from 'shop not found' meaning, its not found in Topshop in Singapore. hehe
Baby got me a leather Swatch watch. Super nice!! LOVE IT!
Thanks so much baby!!

And today, we went shopping at orchard first before heading to Bugis for steamboat! HAHA
Yes, 2 person having steamboat! =D
Had so so so so so much food!!!!!!!!! And ended our meal with 2 bowls of ice cream.
Mint chocolate chip ice cream and cookies & cream!
SO YUMMY AND SINFUL MAN!!!!!
(Gaining loads of weight too! FAINT)
Will upload the pics soon!!

Baby, I really enjoyed myself a lot these 2 days. Though things didn't really went as what we planned due to our laziness. (LOL) But still, i had loads of fun! Hope you did too =)) I dare to say that this is the best christmas spent! And the best gift i've received too. Really love the watch! Must be confident about your taste ok! Cux i trust that you know me well enough to get me a fantastic gift so no worries k! =)*
Anyway, the best gift is being able to spend time with you. =))
Loving you more and more with each passing day.

LOVE

Letter V

2008-12-17T18:01:00.005+08:00

Voltage?
Vintage?
Vector?
What else.??

Up coming party and my dress code is to dress up in the letter V.
HOW.?!

Anyway, please support:

The Black District

Its a blogshop set up by my friends!
Currently there are 2 pairs of ksubi jeans up for grabs!
All you label freaks go check it out! Now selling for about 50% of retail price.
(2nd hand of course.)

LOVE

Zoukout 2008

2008-12-15T19:43:00.005+08:00

This year was my FIRST Zoukout experience and i must say, it is a great experience!
The crowd, music and atmosphere were all great. And it isn't too crowded. =D
Of course not forgetting the great people i went with, those who didn't go sure missed out quite a huge deal of fun! hehe
Some of the great DJs we caught there were the Lords of trance, Above & Beyond as well as resident DJ Andrew Chow. Above & Beyond were AWESOME! The definitely brought the stage down yo! LOLs
In the midst of all that fun, dance and music, there was even a fireworks display!
Super pretty!!
I would say its a great experience dancing and partying all night by the beach!
But it was realllllllllllllyyyyyyyy tiring to walk out of sentosa early in the morning after a whole night of dancing man! We decided not to wait for a cab / bus as the queue was UBER long so we walked out instead.
And i swear when i woke up after a good sleep, my waist and legs felt rather ache and toned.! HAHAHAHA
ok shall let the pics do the talking now!

HAIRY-CHEST STRANGER!!!!!!

LOVE

9 Dec 08.

2008-12-12T02:27:00.008+08:00

A day to remember..

It is the day we both finally boarded our one-way train, TOGETHER.
=))

Hehe.. Baby brought me to the Underwater World.
(I was like the tour guide cux baby nv been to Sentosa in his teenage years. LOL)
It was like a first time for us both going to the underwater world in our teenage years. I would say its rather fun only, quite small!!
But anyway we touched huge stingrays and baby shark!!! There were 3 stingrays that were really notti too!! They keep trying to splash water at people by flapping their fins.
And they actually scared some people. LOLs!!
We also saw some jelly fishes that can change colour! OMG
Its damn pretty!! Especially when they change to HOT PINK!
WOOLALA!! SO SEXY! Ahahahah!! =D
But my favourite has to be the SEA ANGEL!
Their super duper uber tiny and they glow in red! So pretty!! They have the shape of an angel.. The wings and the body..
Really damn pretty..
Too bad i didn't take a pic of it cux the pics didn't look nice.
So i guess you guys have to see it for yourself.

After underwater world, we headed to Vivo for dinner.
We had dinner at The White Dog Cafe.. hehe
Cute name ehh!
The food was yummy! I ordered mango chicken and baby had baked rice.
Our drinks.? OREO MILKSHAKE! This is one sinful delight!
It literally spells Y-U-M-M-Y.! HAHA

Its a happy day for us both and definitely a very memorable one.

Baby,
I've never felt like this about someone before.
Remember you said, we're special. I feel so too.
I too hope that I'm your first and hopefully, you're my last.

LOVE

Lil Sweet's Birthday celebration pics.

2008-12-11T02:30:00.006+08:00

And pics taken during dinner today!
We had bbq + steamboat at Bugis area.
Haven had steamboat for a long long time man! But the oil from the bbq kept splattering all over! ROAR It even splattered on my neck and jia hui's face!
Eatting bbq is like fighting a war.. So dangerous!! HAHAHA

Had a fun time and we were all definitely really full!
Ended our meal with a few scoops of ice cream! So Yummy!!! HAHA

LOVE

Back on the Dancefloor yo!

2008-12-10T16:39:00.004+08:00

Here are the pics from last Friday's Zouk outing! haha

NOTE*
I'm so serious when i say Love's legs starts from my waist all the way down.

Sat was lil sweet's birthday celebration.!
And today is her actual birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIL' SWEET JIA HUI!! =D

Went to Villa Bali to have dinner. The food was alright! Nothing fantastic BUT its the company that is oh-so-fun! Had so much laughter during dinner that i swear we were the loudest there! HAHAHA I even laughed so hard that i teared! LOLs!!!!!!
After dinner, we headed to St James for somemore fun and music! But St James isn't really my kinda place.
Still we definitely had fun! hehe
Hope you enjoed yourselff too lil sweet! =))

9 December 2008 was a really special day for me.
Will elaborate more and share my happiness!
=D

For now, gtg.. Going for steamboat with lil sweet, Jun Wei and Kai.. Everyone is slowly gg in army.. Will upload more pics soon! Had some probs uploading it just now. ROAR

LOVE

So True.

2008-12-06T15:28:00.004+08:00

Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)
If you take your time with your money issues right now, you will be able to stop yourself from spending too much too quickly. When you're face to face with a goodie you've been wanting, count to ten before you grab it and head for the cashier. It might feel like you are fighting the entire gravitational pull of the earth, but the longer you wait the less you're going to want to waste your money on something you don't really need. Time gives you perspective.

Oh my.. this is so true.. Really damn broke now!! ROAR

Anyway, can someone give me some IT advise.?
My camera's memory stick is STUCK in my lappy's card reader for some weeks now!
How or where can i get it removed.?! =Xx
I've tried using tweezers of different sizes to try and get it out but its just stuck in too deep. =Xx
HELP
Updating on some events now.. haha
Recently accompanied Eileen babe to get more tattoos done! She got a pair of pretty sparrows by Shane and they're seriously pretty! Make me so tempted to get a random swallow done. =Xx
I have to touch up on mine soon too... Its gonna be PAIN again. haha

Yest after work, went to zouk with Terence, Clement, Jackie and Klaiz. It was kinda fun but too bad i was wearing my Dr.Marten's and their way to heavy to dance in. The whole time in zouk actually was only me and Terence alone.. Those other 3 guys left us for the girls in Phuture.ROAR
LOLs!!! But overall, it was a happy time at zouk! =D Eileen came over to find us for a while cux of her man! haha and we also took some pics. Wait till i get them and you guys shall see the height difference between me n Terence. His legs seriously go on forever. HAHAHA!

Alright shall stop here for now. Gonna celebrate lil' sweet's birthday later. =D

LOVE

Bloody B.

2008-12-04T04:56:00.003+08:00

U FUCKING BLOODY BASTARD!
HELLOOOOO LIKE U'RE THE ONE THAT OWE SMTH AND NOT ME SO DON'T U COME FUCKING GIVE ME COCKY ATTITUDE!!
I ALWAYS THINK I'M RIGHT.??
THATS ALL YOU KNOW HOW TO SAY AND THATS WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN SAYING SINCE LIKE SO LONG AGO... AND YOU'RE STILL USING THIS TO DEFEND UR FUCKING EGOISTIC PRIDE.
COME ON LA WHEN WILL YOU EVER GROW UP, LEARN TO BE NICE TO OTHERS AND LEARN TO NOT USE THIS DAMN USELESS PHRASE.

I really can't be bothered with you but I'm still taking the time to blog this so that IF you ever browse through here, this might knock some fucking sense into ur brain!

BUT THEN AGAIN.. DO YOU EVEN HAVE A BRAIN?
THINK LA.. IF I DIDN'T LEND U, WILL YOU BE RIDING ON WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN RIDING FOR THE PAST HALF YEAR OR MORE.?
IF I DIDN'T HELP YOU FIND A JOB, WOULD YOU BE ABLE TO SUPPORT YOUR FUCKING DIRTY AFFAIR?!
NB CB.. YOU JUST PISSED THE WRONG PERSON OFF.

After Work.

2008-12-03T23:39:00.003+08:00

Some pics taken after work with new found friend, Joanna's cam. HAHA
She has seriously the craziest camera. It vibrates!
And i mean you really can feel the vibrations. LOL

At first it was ok...

AND THEN THE VIBRATION STARTS!!! LOLs

Shan, Me, Joanna.

Now u know what i mean.. LOLs

Today i accompanied Eileen to get her tattoo done.. Its damn pretty can! haha
A pair of lovely sparrows. Will upload the pics soon. Got to do work for now. =Xx

Anyway, Christmas is coming!!
The season of giving! HAHA so happy.
YAYNESS =D

LOVE

LOST.??

2008-11-30T04:37:00.005+08:00

My tummy is officially fine now! haha
I haven't been taking / relying on my medicines for 2 days and I'm fine alr! =D
The only "down side" is that i can't sleep in longer anymore!!! I will automatically wake up before 12pm cux my tummy needs breakfast!! ROAR
But maybe its a good thing cux its healthy lifestyle right.? When i order Char Kway Teow, I also need to ask for less oil just in case my tummy still cannot take oily food..
Guess I'm not "allowed" to grow fat? HAHAHA
(I wish man)
Anyway, I haven't been to school for the whole week and I'm lost. I don't know what to do next. I'm soooo dead. =Xx will some one help me.? =((
Met up with lil'sweet Jia Hui today to try and get some work done but am really lost alr. Heard frm Eileen that this week was kinda crucial and i had to be down with severe gastric. Sigh..

When you fall back one step, you will have to leap forward 3 steps.

Wish me luck.

Anyway, come to think of it, I'm left with a few months in sch. Time really flies huh..
Everyone is alr talking about what they're gonna do after graduation and I am AGAIN lost. What should i do? Further my studies... Where.?
Living is kinda troublesome huh..
Plus I'm not a person who will plan a future.
Gosh.
But one thing is for sure.. I'll miss these times in sch. All the crazy things we do to keep stress away from us momentarily..

Anyway, zoukout is coming and I'm excited! I need to have FUN!
Do lemme know if you're going.. =))
Too bad maybe Terence will not be able to join us. Cux he has to concentrate on buildinng his career! haha
At such a tender age yeah.. But I'm confident that one day he'll make it big. =D

The world is waiting for us.

LOVE

BOOOOOOOO..... =((

2008-11-24T15:40:00.002+08:00

My gastric pain have not fully recovered and now I'm having mens cramps as well!!
Combo hit. =((

I wanna get well sooon and eat yummmmmy stuff again!
I even dreamt that me and Terence went somewhere and ordered loads of yummy food can!!

My diet for the past few days has been:
1) Pandan Cake - For breakfast so that i can take med
2) Porridge / Pandan Cake again
3) Soya Bean curd / Soya milk
Everything warm..

Thanks Terence for surprising me with the soya milk and beancurd. Hehe
really had no appetite to eat. =Xx
Was really sweet of u. Hehe! =)) Really happy to see you too! =D
My whole weekend was ruined due to my stupid gastric pain and all. I couldn't even do anything for my presentation and its due tml! So dead! =Xx
Was supposed to go for my last driving prac today but my tummy was hurting me way too much alr. =((
Totally wasted money and now i have to book for another prac before i can book TP.. ROAR

Wish me speeeeedy recovery once again!

LOVE

More Pics frm dbl o

2008-11-22T22:00:00.004+08:00

Alright.. thats about it haha!
Wish me speedy recovery for my damn dumb gastric pains which comes and goes as it pleases! ROAR
Totally ruined my weekends. =((
I WANT PADDLEPOP!!! HAHAHA

LOVE

FUCKING ROTTEN DAY!!

2008-11-20T14:28:00.002+08:00

TODAY'S POST IS FILLED WITH UTMOST ANGST! AS IT IS REALLYYYYY NOT MY DAY!
AT ALL!!!

I woke up early in the morning at around 6.30am but slack and lie a while more till about 7am.. Then i was supposed to get changed and go to school when my tummy hurts AGAIN! Its been days already and this pain just keep coming and going as it pleaseeeeeees!! So i sat on my bed and stoned there for a while, unable to move. But had to drag myself up for sch as there is supposedly an important presentation to the panel of lecturers for FYP.
Morning bus trips to school is boring as always cux of the traffic jam and crowded bus. BUT!!! Today in the bus, there is this ANNOYING FUCKER ALSO FROM TP AND STAYS AT SK.! I feel HE TAKE EVERY OPPORTUNITY TO TRY AND TOUCH ME LA! THE BUS IS CROWDED no doubt, BUT THERE IS ENOUGH SPACE FOR HIM TO KEEP AT LEAST A LIL DISTANCE AWAY FROM ME OK! BUT YET HE KEPT RUBBING AGAINST MY ARMS, KNOCKING MY TOTE BAG AND ONCE EVEN KIND OF TOUCHED MY BUTT.!!! WTF LA CHEEEEEEEEEEEBYEEEEEEEEEEEE

DUN EVER EVER LET ME SEE YOU AGAIN! IF I WASN'T NOT FEELING WELL, I WOULD HAVE YANKED OUT YOUR EAR PIECE AND GAVE YOU A PIECE OF ME! BLOODY BASTARD!

Anyway made my way to school with a totally BLACK face and then went to the print shop to print my slides out. My tummy was still not ok so i wanted to hurry present and go see a doctor. When my lecturer said after a short 5mins turn i'll be presenting i had to upload my slides onto the com..
WHO KNOWS!!!! I THINK MY THUMBDRIVE GOT VIRUS FROM THE DAMN PRINT SHOP, NOTHING WAS INSIDE MY THUMBDRIVE CAN!!!
EVERYTHING WAS GONE!!!!
I right click properties, there was space occupied but NOTHING to be seen at all.. But my lecturer was nice say that its ok cux she knows what I'm doing alr.. But other lecturers DON'T! So end up, tml i have to go sch at 9am in the morning to meet up with my other lecturer tgt with one of my group mate!
SO UNLUCKY!!! TOTALLY ROTTEN LUCK! =((

Went to see a doctor and after she examine me, she said nth much for me to worry.. Its only due to the acid in my stomach which causes my tummy pain.. Asked me to avoid oily and spicy food and also to keep a clean and light diet. BOOO!!! SEE is not that i don't want to eat.. Is that I CAN'T! My tummy really too damn weak. The last time i ate buffet at Charlton Hotel, I got INDIGESTION!! And now!!!
SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

SUPER ROTTEN DAY TODAY, SUPPER ANNOYING.
I'm going to like stay at home and hope nothing else rotten will happen to me.. =Xx

LOVE

Party and Fun!

2008-11-19T14:58:00.004+08:00

My goodness!!!
Its not good to party when you have bangs!!
I swear its so not glam with ur bangs get all stuck together and leave gaps in between!
NOT COOL! HAHA
Anyway haven't been clubbing for a long long time and last thurs i finally went with my GFs. Didn't really have the mood though.. Cux i think old alr den gt tired easily. =Xx LOLs! Nah thats just an excuse. I myself don't know why. But we still had fun! Nad, armed with her Nikon DSLR snapped a whole lot of pics! (I only got a few for now)
A LOT OF UNGLAM PICS!!! ROAR!!!

TAK GLAM SIOL!!!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!

Anyway, on saturday, i finally went to visit my grandma again!! HEHE seriously i realllyy love her! =D She cooked dinner and i ate a huge plate. Her cooking is THE best!!! She said that i looked nice with my bangs! Like a lil doll. hahaha!
One day i really should ask her to impart her cooking skills to me. LOLs After watching her cook for so many years, (since i was young) maybe i have 1/2 her cooking skills alr ehh! wahahahaha! Took some pics with my small cousins too! Mei mei is finally not that shy anymore and she can call me 'Michelle jie jie' alr! LOLs

Ok gtg now.. Heading over to Haji with Faith!! hehe

LOVE

Super funny!

2008-11-17T20:06:00.003+08:00

Haha!! I'm like stressed up with the stupid report when Eileen suddenly paste me this link! LOLs!
There was once i repeated 'now' a few times and she said she was reminded of this video.
Enjoy ppl! =D

LOVE

Always be my Baby.

2008-11-17T17:49:00.002+08:00

This song is just so fantastic. I got to know about it during the Nan Hua camp in Bintan. The other trainers were planning to sing this song to the kids during the campfire however as the teachers wanted to cut short the camp fire, this song was canceled.
Anyway, its a damn beautiful song and i feel, this version is a much nicer one compared to Mariah Carey's. Enjoy!

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

LOVE

I'm a Happier girl.!

2008-11-12T23:41:00.005+08:00

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I'm a happy girl, in a happy worlddddd!!!

Yest i went out with Terence and.... I GOT MY DR.MARTENS!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!
I hurry got them cux the store in Penni don't even carry my size and theirs is of a different red. So I went back to the shop and grabbed it! Only pair for my size k!
(Cux they only import 1 pair)
Terence is gonna get it too.! hehe
Anyway, everytime we're out together, its a walking day. We seriously walk a lot k! From City Hall, to Penni and then to marina sq and back to Funan and then to heeren and cine.
SO CRAZY!!!!

Anyway, I'm really v.v.happy.. No words can describe how i'm feeling right now..
I feel like a silly lil' girl.. Falling head over heels for you..
Smiling from ear to ear everytime i mention about you .
I'll try my best to make things right and keep it that way for as long as we can. =))

LOVE

I'm A HAPPY GIRL!!!

2008-11-11T03:51:00.002+08:00

I'M A HAPPY GIRL!!!

TRULY DAMN HAPPY!!!!!

I got the answers a needed and will definitely treasure this chance and make the best of it.
I've also learnt from my mistakes and grew away from it.
If given this chance, I'll try my best and put in effort so that things will go right. I promise =))

Anyway tml is gonna be a fine sunny, RAINBOW day!
Gonna meet Terence and go try out our Dr.Martens!!!! WOO
As for me, its just to check out the price and see more designs! hehe
Can't wait!

LOVE

New Hair Cut for meeeeeeeee!

2008-11-11T01:06:00.004+08:00

HOHO Today i finally got my hair cut... (like after 5mths in Taiwan)
Went to Kimage, Terence's work place, and Grace was the one to help me cut my hair! Teehee
I guess i look really really different from before. Even i felt weird initially.. But kinda gotten used to it. Thanks Faith for accompanying me. HAHA Faith was the first person to see my tattoo and now she is the first person to see my new haircut! LOLs
Anyway some pics of my new haircut first.
PLEASE DO NOT LAUGH!

Anyway, i'm so dead.. I really have no mood to do FYP and am so unaware of the things that are going on.. SHIT!!!! =((
Someone please help me!!

LOVE

Weekend shopping madness!!

2008-11-09T17:05:00.007+08:00

Friday is the start of my weekend! (Cux i hav no class on that day! Teehee!)
However, i had to wake up at 6am for my driving lesson! One more practical to go and i can book TP alr! Can't wait man cux i've dragged it on for long enough! Anyway, after driving, Terence and I met up for breakfast at YaKun.
Best damn breakfast ever : 2 Kaya Toast with a cup of teh peng with extra milk! WOOO!!!
Terence always say that he wish every kid can get a chance to eat such yummy breakfast! haha!
After breakfast, he walked me home and then headed to work.
In the afternoon, its a girls time out with lil sweet Jia Hui!
Today's outing venue : Lil India!
We were like 2 lil ppl in lil India can! haha! So funny! We wanted to get bangles and totally spent a good few hours picking out just bangles! haha! Of course there were gossiping and chatting along the way. Its always fun and noisy when we go out together! Hehe! Headed to Far East after that as she wanted to get leggings. In end we couldn't find the one she wanted and so she had to settle for a plan black one. After all that shopping, Jia Hui left to find her mum while I headed to Heeren to look for Honey Syl! Went to Spin the Bottle and shopped MORE! I reserved 2 Men's Tees! Both are like super nice la! They're both American street labels and with limited pieces! Went for supper with Syl after she knock off and met up with Terence, Clement, Jakie abd Klaiz. Saw Elena, Xinyi and Shiling too. Took some of pics and gossiped some more. (Girls can't get enough of it.) After slacking, the 4 guys and me headed to Boat Quay for a while to wish Terence's friend happy birthday and then we headed to Park Lane to meet up with Ally and friends for some lan gaming session. Played till 6 in the morning and took the first train back. SHAGGED! Poor Terence had to work at 11am.

(Saturday)
As for me, i slept till about 1pm and woke up in a lovely mood!
(Due to a sweet and lovely dream!) haha!!
Headed to Maxwell food center with mummy and sis for lunch before heading to Club21 Bazaar!! Omg it was damn packed can! We had to queue up to get in. It was also the first time i see so many different labels all at one place! For me, I bought 2 CK tops and an A|X Vest like thing at a steal! The Queue for payment was the craziest! Some people queued for hours but for us, we made payment with cash so the queue was much much shorter. =)) After all that crazy shopping, mummy dropped me off at Marina Square and i went shopping alone for a while. Tried on the Dr.Martens i eyed for the longest time ever and it fits so so so so DAMN well can!!!!! I really want ittttttttt!! Initially i wanted the normal black one but they do not have ladies size for that so i tried the Cherry Red on instead and fell in love with it immediately! So damn nice!!!
I WANT IT I WANT IT I WANT IT!!!! (And i'm definitely gonna GET IT!)

After a lil shopping at MS, headed to town and met up with Terence. Went to Far East to check out Manhatten Portage bags and then went for dinner. This first time in a long long time i finished my bowl of food. Felt super bloated after that. =Xx Clement finally came and met us and we chill out at Gloria Jean's. After drinking my cup of coffee, i totally felt unwell already.
TOO DAMN FULL!! Felt like puking but can't. And now i think i'm suffering from indigestion AGAIN! I really cannot eat too much... BOOOOO!
Anyway went to catch a movie, 007 Quantum of Solace. Its a weird show. Dun get the story line AT ALL! But the action is nice, no doubt. Took NR back after the movie and that was the end of 2 havoc days in my weekend.
As for my sunday, its a day for me to relax at home! And hopefully my food will be digested soon.! =Xx

When someone asks you this: You're treating me so nice, aren't you scared that I'll fall for you?
What would your answer to this question be.?
When you ask someone the same question, what answer would you expect to get?
I did not know what to answer, but i got the best answer ever!

LOVE

Happy 19th NADDDDDDDDDDD!!

2008-11-07T13:03:00.004+08:00

HOHO its finally Nad's 19th. HEHE She is a Halloween baby! But luckily her looks don't scare ppl. (Mayb only her huge eyes. LOLs!)
Anyway, we celebrated her birthday yest. Was supposed to go to the Night Safari! But due to some unforeseen circumstances, (HAHA) we postponed our Night Safari outing. Instead, we went to Clark Quay, Nectarie, to have deserts and people watch! Teehee. It was kinda fun though and we also did some shopping along the way. Me and syl surprised Nad with a slice of cheese cake. =D It's damn yummy k! Super cheesy! Took loads of pics along the way too but i haven got them. Only these few.
Tried editing them too! Haha. I don't edit pictures so this is kinda like my first time trying. Hope it looks good. hehe. Last but definitely not least,

HAPPY BIRYHDAY NADDDDDD!!!
(PS: I still feel like hugging you whenever i see you. hehe)

LOVE

Back From Camp!!!

2008-11-01T21:54:00.006+08:00

This camp is the first camp whereby i'm a camp trainer instead of a participant..
Initially i was damn excited! But after the camp briefing, i was kinda nervous.
(Thanks Terence for waiting 3 hours for the camp briefing to end. =Xx)

Anyway, when the day came, i was kinda nervous as i did not have enough sleep!!! Waited for Mel to pick me up at almost 2am and then we headed to Mustafa to get some stuff before having supper and then going back to the shop to rest! OH GOSH! Damn tired can.. got to reach the sch by around 6.30. Totally didn't even have any sleep.. only some eye shut. *FAINT*
Anyway then we went to 'collect' our kids. HAHA and brought them to take the ferry over to Bintan. I have sea sickness... So i just KO-ed in the ferry.. (If not i'll just puke)

The whole camp experience was damn fun. We stayed in Bintan Agro Resort!
DAMN NICE PLACE CAN!!! It doesn't even feel like a camp cux we had proper beds and bathroom and all. To add on, the room that we girls shared was HUGE. And i really mean HUGEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Imagine:
One King Sized Bed and a single bed. Joined together and then we even pulled the mattress away making 2 king sized beds and 2 single beds. With Sufficient space for walking. And the ceiling is v.high too!

SHIOK RIGHT! haha Anyway some of the activities we did were like Mangrove Reforestation, coconut tree climbing, Dragon Boating, climbing up Mt Bintan and of course Campfire!
Hehe Now you all should know that i'm tough ehh! We trainers also have our own "after camp" activities! haha!! The 2 nights there after final debrief, we went for a lil swim in the swimming pool! Star gaizing at the same time. =)) I swear the stars there were so pretty that if i could bring that whole patch of sky there back to Singapore, i would! LOLs But too bad i can't. HAHA

Anyway, i really want to thank all the other trainers there who are now in my circle of friends. Thanks for helping me along the way and i really enjoyed the times we shared together.! =))
Will miss all my fellow trainers as well as the kids! Yes definitely will miss the kids. They have been such wonderful participants! Heard from one of them that they are even requesting from their principal to see if we can attend their P6 graduation ceremony. So Sweet!!!

Here are some pics i managed to get. We took it after reaching the sch when the camp ended. Pics are edited by Ying Ning. Thanks! =D

LOVE

MICHELLE IS BACK!!!

2008-10-29T00:24:00.006+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I"M BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!
(Warning: Wordy post!)

WAhahahaha!! I'm back and better than before. After that depressing episode of mine, I've learnt a lot and am a better person now! Happier too!! HEHEE
Really want to thank everyone from the bottom of my heart who helped me get back up from that great big fall. There are so many people to name but i'm very sure you know who you are. Really THANK YOU PEOPLE!!!

Anyway, the past week or more has been really havoc for me. I've been out late and back home early in the morning with friends like Terence, Clement, Jackie, Elena and some other people. HAHA! Its either booze, club, ktv, club, supper, slack and more booze. LOLs! I really enjoyed myself man.. I bet you guys did too yeah.?
The craziest thing i feel we did was when we were playing cards at a bus stop in Chinatown! LOLs!!!! It was like around 3+ in the morning, after drinking and singing at a pub in Boat Quay, and we didn't know where else to go. So we walked aimlessly and stopped at a bus stop in Chinatown. We were like all dead tired can.. And then Terence took out a deck of cards and we started playing "Dai Di". (I own them man!! ) LOLs! And after that we played HEART ATTACK!
OMG THIS IS LIKE DAMN HILARIOUS LA!!!
(Try using a lil imagination here)

3 guys and a girl, croud around a chair under the bus stop playing screaming playing HEART ATTACK! While Elena sit at the chair behind, resting, taking care of our bags. LOLs!

After that, we went on playing a game whereby the person with the smallest card have to do a stupid punishment. HAHA This is another big crazy game! Elena joined in too! HAHA
Then the sky slowly got bright and there were more people.. And then it was time for us to go home and have some sleep. Terence is the sweetest ever. Whenever we play till so "early in the morning", he will still walk me back home first before he walk back to his place himself. WITHOUT FAIL though i bet he must be dead tired. Thanks for always being so sweet and nice! HEHE

There was also a day where we went to kbox and sang till morning. I was like dead tired that i fell aslleep in the room. From what i heard, Jackie was singing at the top of his voice but i was still sleeping soundly. Undisturbed. LOL This was how shag i was! But of cux i enjoyed myself to the MAX again! Its been so long since i went to sing karaoke. Took some time for me to remember which songs i could sing ok! HAHA Then after singing, we went on to have breakfast before heading back. Jackie and Elena really can sing DAMN well can!! They can sing all different sort of songs! From cantonese, to chinese to english and even hokkien! PRO!

And on Saturday, we went to HomeClub together. Actually not really together cux it was only me, Elena and Terence. Faizal came and join us too and Jia Hao was the photographer for the event! Clement, Jackie and Klaize kinda went MIA and ended up drinking by the river with some of Clement's friennds. It was like my virgin trip to homeclub k. Ally previously did ask me to go there before but i couldn't make it. The music genre for the night was like electro - a lil trance. Very good for shuffling! At firz the croud was v.sparse but after a while, the mood came alr! Seriously Terence can shuffle damn well.!!!! As for me, i only know lousy running man! LOLs!!!!

After that night, the following morning i still went to Wild Wild Wet with Jia Hui lil sweet, Her BF - Jun Wei and Zhi Kai. HAHA My virgin trip there too. =Xx (Very mountain tortoise right..)
Had so so much fun.!! Even though it is a small water theme park, a change of activities to do is a nice twist to life! =D But i think i'm damn weak! After that day, my arms now totally aching like crazyyyyyy!!! 90% due to me holding onto the huge float for too long. ._.X
Oh ya! not forgetting shopping with lil sweet too~! She bought some stuff for her BF. They both are like forever loving can! Kinda like the model couple. LOLs! She was supposed to go collect her Gucci Landyard which she sent for repair. But it wasn't ready yet.. - Dun get too upset yeah! =))

Of course not forgetting Jalan Kayu trips with Terence! HAHA
We always will walk to Jalan Kayu from my place and then back. V.good evercise k! HAHA And we also saw something damn funny!! Ever heard of a beer brand called Knock-out.?! LOLs!!! Indian Premiun Beer OK! Dun play play! WAHAHAHA =D
So much supper.. will gain back the weight i lost man!!! But nvm.. Kinda worth it with all the fun involved. LOLs!

Ok.. stopping for now. Gonna be away for the next 3 days for camp in Bintan so don't miss me aite! LOLs! I'll be back! Hopefully not too tan.. =((

Dear God,
Please bless everyone going to this camp with good health. Try and prevent any injuries and casualties from happening. May we all have great fun and be back in one piece, gaining a wonderful experience and a lovely memory.
Amen.

LOVE

The last post for now..

2008-10-11T03:19:00.003+08:00

HmMm... This might be the last post i'm making.. (at least for now)
Cause whenever i come into this blog, i'm just overwhelmed with sadness..
(no longer my happy wonderland. haha)
I'm trying to let go now.. (wish me luck!)
So maybe until i'm really over this particular thing that has happened, i might not post again. haha
(I know its been long enough)
Well anyone who wants pictures of the many events that we went tgt, just tag me or ask from me in MSN yeah. =))
I will still drop by to reply tags (If any).
Anyway, hope everyone has enough dosage of sweetness and love!

LOVE

I was just bored.. haha

2008-10-07T17:42:00.003+08:00

LOVE

Emotional breakdown...

2008-10-06T16:23:00.004+08:00

Tears roll down my cheeks as i reminisce about the past WE shared.
Looking at our pictures brings back bitter sweet memories of every memory we shared.
You. You were the one I loved. But yet the disappointment you gave me made me decide to walk away and now I live in regret. Everyone says that i should let go.. And that there are better guys out there. But they are not you... There will never be another you.
I tried to let you go.. But everything i do, i think about you.
When my friends and i went prawning, i thought ' next time we can go together '.
When new stocks arrive at work, i thought ' This shirt is quite nice, can get for him '.
Even when clubbing at dbl o with my friends.. Although i was having a hell of good time.. But i thought ' wish you were here.. It'll be so much fun '.
No one knows about all these.. but right now, i guess there is really no turning back. I wanted a second chance. At least i thought for once, i should be a pathetic loser and cling onto you. I tried calling you, hoping to talk things out... But even this chance, you wouldn't give me.. So much for being the girl you were afraid to lose most. I know now even if we got back together, things would be v.different. It will not return to how it was before. But at least we tried. Now, we're not even given a chance.. I'm not even given a chance..

Weaker than I thought I am...

Something i believe in.

2008-09-30T01:07:00.001+08:00

Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)

Horoscope for 30th September

The Bottom Line
It's important to be grounded. Try not to let your emotions get the better of you.
In Detail
If your feet are not planted firmly on the ground today, you run the risk of missing out on something special. It's important to be grounded right now, so try not to let your emotions get the better of you. From time to time, it's your emotional nature that serves as your driving force in life, but right now you need to follow your brain -- not your heart. Think things through and don't act too hastily. Being practical might not sound sexy, but it's definitely smart!

LOVE

Its time to let go...

2008-09-29T19:39:00.003+08:00

There is still a 5th celebration.. But shall talk about it another time.

Recently many things happen.. And from what i heard, September this year is like the break up month. Seems like its the same for me. And this time its really time for me to let go...

Its really my fault.. A mistake I made. Whereby in the past, i wouldn't allow myself to make this mistake. How i wish i could turn back time, and prevented myself from making this silly mistake - Of falling too deep. Way too deep. But right now, i just wish that i can have selective amnesia.. Delete those memories i do not wish to keep.. Memories of you. I have a very good memory when it comes to a r/s and can almost remember every single detail.

The first time i visited you in your dreams..
The first thing you did to win my heart..
The first i slept in your room.. (and you slept on the floor while i slept on your bed. ha)
The first time we held hands..
Our first kiss

And so many other first times. I want to forget it all. Cux its too painful for me to handle.. But i will be strong and learn to let go. I definitely will.

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

- Wait for you
Elliot Yamin

This is the first song you sent to me through MSN and it attracted me a whole lot.
Now this song kind of describes how I'm feeling.. You were not an absolute perfect BF, but my feelings for u is longer and stronger than the Great Wall of China. Your feelings for me, was merely like the segment of the Great Wall of China that has that is fragile and collapsing.

I knew there will be no turning back when you said hurting words like these.

Hate you to the core.

I can't stand girls like you, good mood, anything also can. smth you don't like only create hell.. I thought you were different. I thought wrong.

You argue with me then i do what, keep quiet? Later you will say thats all i can say.. Whatever i say or do also wrong.. What have you done to make me happy?

I don't wanna hurt you anymore.. Cause i know i will get you all angry.. Lets just take one step at a time.

So sorry, i know i have hurt you enough.. I don't wanna hurt you more.

I really really loved you.. But like you said I think that its time we moved on.. No point staying on like this.

There is a lot of anger in me. A LOT of sadness too. I dislike you for saying all these hurtful words. And then for trying to make me feel better by beating around the bush. But i'm not as weak as you think i am. You were not at all fantastic, to make me waste tears on you. But it was my mistake to allow myself to fall too deep. Remember that. I wish we will never ever have anything to do with each other ever again. Unless it is fate, i think we will really never see each other again after getting back ALL my belongings. You said you wanted to see that big smile of mine again, you wanted to continue our 'lovebok'. Its all a big fat lie. Now i will never smile like that again. Never ever. You reinforrced my thinking of 'hating guys'. Thanks. This is by far the worse breakup ever. Worst ever birthday spent with a bf. I shouldn't have allowed myself to get so attached to things related to you.
I should not have.

I wish that may i get into an accident, which in turn will be my miracle, to have selective amnesia and forget all about you. EVERYTHING about u.

I WISH....

Pics at DBL O (Part 1)

2008-09-29T01:07:00.004+08:00

I got these pics from facebook. haha
But definitely many more to come! =D

LOVE

Celebration #4

2008-09-29T01:01:00.002+08:00

Celebration #4 really has nothing much for me to say here..

Just one photo would summarise the whole event.

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Celebration #3

2008-09-29T00:40:00.004+08:00

okok lets continue..

HAHA 3rd celebration was at a restaurant near my NAI NAI's place.. My nai nai is the person i respects the MOST! Love her to bits and pieces. She wanted to see me because it has been quite a while so even though it wasn't a dinner at somewhere grand or whatever, i treasured every moment of it. It is also the first time i am spending 'teenage' birthday with my grandma, aunts, uncle and cousin. =))

Anyway, the cake that day was just a random ice cream cake bought from Marks & Spencer. Quite yummy though. HAHA

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